Jun 02, 2009 06:52
Kinda falling apart right now. I cannot sleep anymore, and if I do, I cannot wake up. I do not sleep, in fear that I will not wake up. Overeating and over obsessing about body image. I am not productive, no. I just sit there aimlessly, numb. Waiting for a bolt of lightening to hit me. I watch dramas non-stop, self-consumed by imaginary people’s lives. I welcome any distractions from my miserable self.
Just two more weeks. Two more weeks. Then you’ll have a whole difference set of problems to face.
angst