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I had a slightly frightening dream, at least it was frightening when it woke me up with a start, one of those sitting up and gasping for air dreams. The rest of the dream was a blur however. I vaguely recall that was on a mission of some sort, or perhaps I was merely wandering. It took place in the night. At some point I was in front of some sort of closed super market. And there were these two guys that were dressed supposedly in inconspicuous outfits. They would have the same staged conversations every time, or perhaps they just talked about the same thing every single time. They would come and go as I went and did other stuff. There were more people in the dream but I don’t recall. Near the end the two guys had changed their outfits but were saying the same things, so I went up to them and asked them why they would have the same conversation every time if they were trying to be inconspicuous. I forget what they said as an answer. There was also this part where someone was trying to attack us. I remember hiding behind a desk and other things. There were weird transformations and what not, maybe I had transformed into a monster. Then suddenly a car drove up with a guy who had been chasing us down. As his final attempt, he flew out of the car with some sort of contraption, pinned me down and placed the contraption on me, which had a target around my heart. He drew a large dagger and brought it down on my heart. So in my mind I was resolute that that dagger would plunge into my heart. And was already imagining the sensation, thinking, “So this is it…” But he pauses right before the dagger pierces my chest and draw back thinking. It was as if the ways that he thought about killing me were being read out loud from a book. Next he considered crushing my neck or my stomach and I watched as he positioned his hands over those areas as if ready to crush me. See, if this was a sudden death I wouldn’t struggle, but it had been prolonged for too long, and I started to attempt to cover myself up. Then he went back to the pre-stabbing me in the heart mode and brings the dagger to my chest. By now I’m freaking out, thinking about struggling and the other half of me hoped he would bring me a quick death. With each time he makes an attempted to murder me, there is music in the background like the near ending of a song, it continues to make increments of climaxes to the end of the song, but decides to continue. He pauses once again and sits back as if thinking again. I thought this would go on forever and continue to panic wondering how much longer this torturous impending death would finally befall on me. Then suddenly the music climaxed one last time, and he pierced my neck with something that felt like fangs. As I felt the blood gush out my neck he also stabs me in the stomach. And then I wake up with a start. And the song is over. The song was Bodies by Drowning Pool.