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Today was an odd day, a bad day I could say.
5 am wake up call because a hill next to my house went up in flames. It was weird to look out expecting a dark sky, but instead the sight greeted me with Red, Orange, and Yellow. Very high flames, especially because the winds were VERY high. The whole neighborhood was awake, and emergency lines were busy. Some people were packing, like my family. I wish I took a picture of the hill when the flames where huge. I only got there when it was almost over.
What a great way to start the day. Today, or shall I say yesterday was like a story inverted. Climax in the beginning, and then going down hill. Build up of work, build up of anger, build up of sadness, which all faded to nothingness.
Now I sit here with an eyelash stubbornly stuck in my eye and a desk full of unfinished work.
Imperative Reaction - Redemption
My eyes grow tired
Of trying to focus
On lines that always change with time
Blurred into nothing
Words that have no meaning
Another careless failure
Comes to pass
This pressure won't let me go
It's buried inside
No home to run to
Nowhere to hide
Redemption means everything
But it's out of my reach
No way to hold on
And no way to leave.
My eyes grow tired
Of trying to focus
On words that always fall apart
Burned down to nothing
Broken dreams that won't be
Another careless failure
Comes to pass
My mind grows tired
Of trying to focus
On dreams that always change with time
Turned into nothing
Thoughts that have no feeling
Another careless failure
Comes to pass.
5 am wake up call because a hill next to my house went up in flames. It was weird to look out expecting a dark sky, but instead the sight greeted me with Red, Orange, and Yellow. Very high flames, especially because the winds were VERY high. The whole neighborhood was awake, and emergency lines were busy. Some people were packing, like my family. I wish I took a picture of the hill when the flames where huge. I only got there when it was almost over.
What a great way to start the day. Today, or shall I say yesterday was like a story inverted. Climax in the beginning, and then going down hill. Build up of work, build up of anger, build up of sadness, which all faded to nothingness.
Now I sit here with an eyelash stubbornly stuck in my eye and a desk full of unfinished work.
Imperative Reaction - Redemption
My eyes grow tired
Of trying to focus
On lines that always change with time
Blurred into nothing
Words that have no meaning
Another careless failure
Comes to pass
This pressure won't let me go
It's buried inside
No home to run to
Nowhere to hide
Redemption means everything
But it's out of my reach
No way to hold on
And no way to leave.
My eyes grow tired
Of trying to focus
On words that always fall apart
Burned down to nothing
Broken dreams that won't be
Another careless failure
Comes to pass
My mind grows tired
Of trying to focus
On dreams that always change with time
Turned into nothing
Thoughts that have no feeling
Another careless failure
Comes to pass.