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I was basically pushed out of bronte.
I quit before they (she) found a reason to fire me, because i know she was trying to come up with one.
I dont want to leave, but i dont want to stay as long as she has any sort of power there.
so all the work i put into that place, the fact that i busted my ass numerous times for that place. none of it makes a difference to her. and thats fine, why should it? If i was at a different stage in my life, i may have put up a fight, but i let her win.
i'll be better off in the end.
maybe i'll get her back one day.
or maybe this will just make me fight harder to succeed in life, just so i can be better than her.
even if she never knows about it.
i'll know, and i'll relish every moment of it.
After my last day, there will be a note waiting for her.
a very nasty note.
and there will be a note written to upper management.
not that it will make a difference.
well, it will to me. and thats all i care about right now.
I need to get this school shit under my belt so i can get the fuck out of this place.
Everyday there is less and less for me here.
Friends, work, family.
all of it is slowly disolving into a memory.
and as much as i love the motivation and critisism you give me. i wouldnt mind a little reassurance from you. maybe let me know i'm not a total fuck up, that just maybe i have a bit of potential. because i'm hardly feeling that way anymore.
I quit before they (she) found a reason to fire me, because i know she was trying to come up with one.
I dont want to leave, but i dont want to stay as long as she has any sort of power there.
so all the work i put into that place, the fact that i busted my ass numerous times for that place. none of it makes a difference to her. and thats fine, why should it? If i was at a different stage in my life, i may have put up a fight, but i let her win.
i'll be better off in the end.
maybe i'll get her back one day.
or maybe this will just make me fight harder to succeed in life, just so i can be better than her.
even if she never knows about it.
i'll know, and i'll relish every moment of it.
After my last day, there will be a note waiting for her.
a very nasty note.
and there will be a note written to upper management.
not that it will make a difference.
well, it will to me. and thats all i care about right now.
I need to get this school shit under my belt so i can get the fuck out of this place.
Everyday there is less and less for me here.
Friends, work, family.
all of it is slowly disolving into a memory.
and as much as i love the motivation and critisism you give me. i wouldnt mind a little reassurance from you. maybe let me know i'm not a total fuck up, that just maybe i have a bit of potential. because i'm hardly feeling that way anymore.