Remember me as a time of day.

[vurat]

i had one of those days..
shitty day at work, shitty money,
overdrawn bank account.
lying boss being an asshole all day.
late to work.

and then i had one of those freak outs.
the one where i get angry with myself for giving up in Chicago.
then i wonder what the hell im doing with my life.

then i question why i broke up with him.
then i remember why.
and i know i'm happier now.
because nothing stays forever.
What ever shittyness i deal with right now,
will not follow me the rest of my life..

unless im doomed to be second best,
or miserable in a seemingly perfect situation.

Maybe thats my problem.
i feel out of place when things work.
subconsciously i can't let myself be happy?

Come on now.

how sad does that sound.

Life is what you make it.
right Mikey?
im trying to make mine something different.
not necessarily better
different

I've said this all before, i know. and chances are nothing will really change, at least to you. but something inside me will change...
i hope