Trimurti: 1, 2, 3

Mar 13, 2008 12:00

Dear Alex,

Wow, reading the previous letter makes me realize that things have certainly changed.
Vanessa is gone. She wasn't even really there in the first place. The liar.
Jasmine is now my life. I hope that won't change. I visit her relatively often. We talk almost every day, sort of like with Trevor.
Trevor's been cool. He doesn't seem to be able to talk as often anymore, but I get a strange feeling about him. A good strange feeling. Recently, anyway.
Erinn seems to be doing okay, although... we don't really seem to talk that much anymore. She's still there, at least.
Being 19 doesn't seem to be different, though. I imagine I might've learned more between now and 18 than I did between 18 and 17.
Sis is still gone. I wonder how many years it will take. Or if I'll even ever hear from her again. Or if I do... and she'll be a completely different person. She might not even remember me.
Back to Trevor, is it 12 years now? I still haven't done that math. He might know better. Well, wait. I was... 7 when we became friends, right? I'm not sure. Give or take a year, that's about right. That Ragnarok Online server did indeed die. I think I'm going to leave that game alone unless Trevor ever does get his own server.
Maybe the good strange feeling has to do with Jasmine. She seems to be creating stability in my life.
I don't think I've ever had more than one friend who was close as well as true. Usually it's just true, although there were a few close ones. Often it's not either, though.
There's also Autumn. She hasn't been talking to me very much recently. I imagine it has to do with various problems she's been having. She's kind of on and off, though. When she's 'on', though, she's good.
Oh, and you probably are still experiencing this stupid college. Yep. Going to take longer than you thought, eh?
"So, let's do the time warp again."? Wow, that's pretty lame.
I guess I'll end it here.

If anything I said here reminded you of a tragedy that has not yet happened thiswhen, I apologize.

Sincerely, Alex.

the letter

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