i haven't been myself as of late.

[vulture_ethics]

i've been in one of my slumps. constant pain. restlessness. i'm not sleeping like i should be. i smoke too many cigarettes, i drink too much caffiene.

wake me up lower the fever
walking in a straight line
set me on fire in the evening
everything will be fine
waking up strong in the morning
walking in a straight line
lately I'm a desperate believer
but walking in a straight line

i'm not the heroine i want to be. i'm more of a villain with bad luck and no nemesis to focus my attention on. at this rate i'm bound to be forgotten. i think a good cry would do me good, but i can't seem to do it. i just sit around and think too much. i think and think and think about everything and nothing all at once.

spelled out your name and
list the reasons faint of heart
don't call me back
i imagine you and i was distant, non-existant
i'll follow suit and laid out on my back
imagine that
a million hours left to think of you
and think of that

calm down, i'm calling you to say
i'm capsized staring on the edge of safe
calm down, i'm calling back to say
i'm home now, i'm coming around
coming around but nobody likes to
but i really like to cry
nobody likes me maybe
if i cry

i need something, but i don't know what. out of delaware, but i won't go unless certain people come with me. they know who they are.