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I think I feel better today. I found out why I couldn't do the homework that I was trying to do. Apparently my prof didn't exactly give me the right assignment, or rather, she didn't tell me everything that I needed to know to do the assignment. But thats okay, it was nothing that was collected.
So, I got to class early, I talked to Marc, which was cool. I sat with Tommy, this kid in my group. Then I just followed him around, because he was in my group. And I avoided Dustin altogether. Sort of... He was falling asleep again in class. I did notice that much. And he asked Christine for her number again, and they were making plans to hang out. But I wasn't jealous. Actually, I just felt bad for him. She's not someone who is going to help him.
Monkia replied to my email right before class. She said that I could sit with her. So, I did. That made me feel better that I had someone to sit with, that I went in, knowing where I was going to sit. Then we split up into groups. Dustin, Danielle, and I were all in different groups, so that made me happy. And I knew one of the girls in my group, Kristen, so thats cool. Maybe she'll be willing to work with me when we break up into pairs, since we already know eachother. And we have another class together, so that could help as far as meeting up. We could always meet for a little bit after class or something. *shrugs*
But anyway, Monika waited for me after class and we walked out together, which ALSO made me feel so much better. Walking out of class alone...just feels wrong. I'm not used to it. I mean, I'm capable of being alone, okay. I do it with my Education classes. I've been in classes without friends before. But anyway, I'm supposed to be telling Monika what happened.
I feel like I've accepted it. Not completely, but almost. I mean, I've accepted that Danielle was never really my friend. I was too quick to trust her. But Dustin... he was my friend. For real. I don't care what anyone says. He was my friend. He's a good person. or...he was a good person. hopefully, he'll get out of this phase that he's in. I don't know if I'll be there to see it...but whether I am or not, I'm sure that one day he'll grow out of this, and be the man he was meant to be.
So, I got to class early, I talked to Marc, which was cool. I sat with Tommy, this kid in my group. Then I just followed him around, because he was in my group. And I avoided Dustin altogether. Sort of... He was falling asleep again in class. I did notice that much. And he asked Christine for her number again, and they were making plans to hang out. But I wasn't jealous. Actually, I just felt bad for him. She's not someone who is going to help him.
Monkia replied to my email right before class. She said that I could sit with her. So, I did. That made me feel better that I had someone to sit with, that I went in, knowing where I was going to sit. Then we split up into groups. Dustin, Danielle, and I were all in different groups, so that made me happy. And I knew one of the girls in my group, Kristen, so thats cool. Maybe she'll be willing to work with me when we break up into pairs, since we already know eachother. And we have another class together, so that could help as far as meeting up. We could always meet for a little bit after class or something. *shrugs*
But anyway, Monika waited for me after class and we walked out together, which ALSO made me feel so much better. Walking out of class alone...just feels wrong. I'm not used to it. I mean, I'm capable of being alone, okay. I do it with my Education classes. I've been in classes without friends before. But anyway, I'm supposed to be telling Monika what happened.
I feel like I've accepted it. Not completely, but almost. I mean, I've accepted that Danielle was never really my friend. I was too quick to trust her. But Dustin... he was my friend. For real. I don't care what anyone says. He was my friend. He's a good person. or...he was a good person. hopefully, he'll get out of this phase that he's in. I don't know if I'll be there to see it...but whether I am or not, I'm sure that one day he'll grow out of this, and be the man he was meant to be.