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Okay, let me explain. Recently I've been having a lot of trouble looking this world in the face. Not because I have trouble making eye contact, or because I'm shy, or embarrassed. It's because this world is so DAMN UGLY. I don't understand why some people are so stupid. I've been having a lot of mental freak outs lately. Sometimes I want to vomit, sometimes I just want to ram a knife into my eyes, sometimes I just want to burst into people's homes and smash their television sets. I guarantee they'd buy a new one the next day, even though they probably already have four of them. Have you watched television recently? If you have, you ought to be ashamed of yourself. I regret every second I've watched television. It's evil. It shows you just how evil this place is, and we all fucking accept it. I don't know if I can accept it anymore(not a suicide threat). Sometimes I just want to take an oath of silence and be done with it. God, I haven't been so fed up in a long time. FUCK! Just think about it for a second? Isn't it so fucking bad? Jesus. I just need to go to bed...