eventful day....sort of
TODAY:
woke up at 9 and moved all of the furniture back into the rooms they all belonged in and vacuumed and dusted and all that shit and put candles on.....wore me out
went to lunch at quizno's and it was great....not the food so much as the company...a very nice break from the day
went to the doctors for my two week checkup....had an emotional breakdown in the waiting room....very weird-i dunno what the hell is wrong w/me now lol...i was sitting there and all of a sudden i started crying and shit...i dunno... maybe it was the whole having to deal w/it thing....these past two weeks i've been avoiding it and trying to pretend like it didn't happen or my life is still normal and then today i had to face reality...and it sucks....anyway-so i have to be told the results of everything they did today in person and my dr. will be gone next week so i have to wait two weeks to know for sure but she said everything looks normal so that's a plus
came home and took critty to her dr. apt. and then took faith to gymnastics then went right back and picked critty up bc she didn't want to go to the dr (??)
came home to find that everything i had moved back had been moved again bc the carpet guys were coming so had to move more furniture
left to go to church w/becca and get all the way out to calvary (20mins away) and mom calls and tells me to come home (she bitches at me to do "church things" and then when i do she bitches at me.....???) so come home
do the whole fucking flower bed and have a huge-ass cockroach crawl on me-yuck....then come in and watch american idol...leave to get wendy's for dinner for everyone...come back find out fantasia won...WTF???? i've hated her from the beginning she sounds awful and whiny and just gross....so pissed about that....
moved the beds back in here and mom is bitching ....errrrr
i'm exausted...and as bad as the day might sound.....i don't feel like it was a bad day....weird....
woke up at 9 and moved all of the furniture back into the rooms they all belonged in and vacuumed and dusted and all that shit and put candles on.....wore me out
went to lunch at quizno's and it was great....not the food so much as the company...a very nice break from the day
went to the doctors for my two week checkup....had an emotional breakdown in the waiting room....very weird-i dunno what the hell is wrong w/me now lol...i was sitting there and all of a sudden i started crying and shit...i dunno... maybe it was the whole having to deal w/it thing....these past two weeks i've been avoiding it and trying to pretend like it didn't happen or my life is still normal and then today i had to face reality...and it sucks....anyway-so i have to be told the results of everything they did today in person and my dr. will be gone next week so i have to wait two weeks to know for sure but she said everything looks normal so that's a plus
came home and took critty to her dr. apt. and then took faith to gymnastics then went right back and picked critty up bc she didn't want to go to the dr (??)
came home to find that everything i had moved back had been moved again bc the carpet guys were coming so had to move more furniture
left to go to church w/becca and get all the way out to calvary (20mins away) and mom calls and tells me to come home (she bitches at me to do "church things" and then when i do she bitches at me.....???) so come home
do the whole fucking flower bed and have a huge-ass cockroach crawl on me-yuck....then come in and watch american idol...leave to get wendy's for dinner for everyone...come back find out fantasia won...WTF???? i've hated her from the beginning she sounds awful and whiny and just gross....so pissed about that....
moved the beds back in here and mom is bitching ....errrrr
i'm exausted...and as bad as the day might sound.....i don't feel like it was a bad day....weird....