Sickness & Unemployment
Hello to all the ghosts that read this monotnous sub-par shit called a journal. How the fuck is ever one doing? Returnig back from the land of droken dreams, just for a little bit tho, just to inform how fucked everything is.
I had a job as one of satan's little helpers (Telemarketers), and it was oh so fun people. Calling randrom strangers, having them yell at you obsenities, having them being rude. I mean seriously, it was for a good & just cause, BUT NO ONE CARES FOR THE FUCKING STUPID LITTLE AMPUTATED KID WITH DIABETES! OR THE OLD BITCH WITH ANKLES BUT NO FEET!! WELL FUCK THEM, FUCK THEM IN THEIR BELLY BUTTON WITH A MEAT HOOK. I seriously hope those redneck bastards that said "I don't have diabetes" and then hung up get it. Not asking for any money. Just asking the stupid AMERICAN people, of this rotting country to send an evaluation to their neighbors to check if they might have diabetes OR as I like to call it The Amputation Blues. Its a pretty snazy disease. Anyways, i got let go cause i wassen't speaking clear enough or cause all the managers wanted to fuck my ride to work & saw me as a threat. Who the fuck knows, i am tho the 5th person let go that hung out with her. Picking up the last check this friday, well atleast thank you for your fucking money bitches!
Ok, anyways. Its been roughly about 2 months since i've gone vegetarian. There was a BBQ at my house yesterday. At first it had no effect on me. Then i had to use a little will power, which later just gave way to the loathing of the stench of the meat. I felt physically sickened by this smell that i used to adore. Now thats some mother fucking progress. My depravity is not only aimed towards meat, its pretty much against all foods.
Something that has helped with not eating was the substances, i have been intoduced to a new one, which i am yet unsure if i like or not. The white supresses my hunger, which is great, i go the next day without eating anything. If i wanted that tho, i would prolly take some Adderall. It does give a pretty good rush tho, after i get stoned tho, if im not then if feels like a bit of a waste of some good shit.
Last week tho I ate too much crap that i would have not eatten if I had not by myself. i had the "hopefull" to thank for that. Afterwards I would regergitate some strawberries & strayberry jam, prolly the only nutricious crap i ate, what a fucking hoot! Regergitation is pretty fucking fun. She prolly just puked by listening to me, it was pretty funny how she coated the grass in chocolate fudge.
OH FUCK, I ALMOST FORGOT. ABORTED, THE SINGLE GREATEST BAND EVER, EVER BITCH, DON'T ARGUE WITH ME (jk), ARE COMING TO TEXAS!!!!! FUCK YEAH, i will do ANYTHING FOR A RIDE to Mc Allen on Sunday, October 2nd OR San Antonio on Tuesday, October 4th, ANYTHING DAMNIT!! I despritaly need transportation & its not fucking funny. I swear to you, if you are a metal head you NEED to listen to the master surgeons known as ABORTED!! Mc Allen show is at the Villa Reel Convention Center & in SA it is at Sanctuary. ANY FEEDBACK IS NEEDED FROM ANYONE!! DAMNIT, I WILL FUCK A NUN'S SKULL WITH A DEAD FETUS IF I HAVE TO!! I WILL STRANGLE SOMEONE WITH THEIR OWN ASSHAIRS!!!! I WILL FUCKING GO BUM HUNTING WITH NOTHING BUT A GOPHER!!! I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR SOME HELP TO BE IN ONE OF THOSE DAMN FORSAKEN CITIES ON THOSE DAYS!!!! SOMEBODY FUCKEN HELP ME!!!!
*Ahem*, thats pretty much it for now, have a good day & don't forget to go homeless people hunting. Later.
I had a job as one of satan's little helpers (Telemarketers), and it was oh so fun people. Calling randrom strangers, having them yell at you obsenities, having them being rude. I mean seriously, it was for a good & just cause, BUT NO ONE CARES FOR THE FUCKING STUPID LITTLE AMPUTATED KID WITH DIABETES! OR THE OLD BITCH WITH ANKLES BUT NO FEET!! WELL FUCK THEM, FUCK THEM IN THEIR BELLY BUTTON WITH A MEAT HOOK. I seriously hope those redneck bastards that said "I don't have diabetes" and then hung up get it. Not asking for any money. Just asking the stupid AMERICAN people, of this rotting country to send an evaluation to their neighbors to check if they might have diabetes OR as I like to call it The Amputation Blues. Its a pretty snazy disease. Anyways, i got let go cause i wassen't speaking clear enough or cause all the managers wanted to fuck my ride to work & saw me as a threat. Who the fuck knows, i am tho the 5th person let go that hung out with her. Picking up the last check this friday, well atleast thank you for your fucking money bitches!
Ok, anyways. Its been roughly about 2 months since i've gone vegetarian. There was a BBQ at my house yesterday. At first it had no effect on me. Then i had to use a little will power, which later just gave way to the loathing of the stench of the meat. I felt physically sickened by this smell that i used to adore. Now thats some mother fucking progress. My depravity is not only aimed towards meat, its pretty much against all foods.
Something that has helped with not eating was the substances, i have been intoduced to a new one, which i am yet unsure if i like or not. The white supresses my hunger, which is great, i go the next day without eating anything. If i wanted that tho, i would prolly take some Adderall. It does give a pretty good rush tho, after i get stoned tho, if im not then if feels like a bit of a waste of some good shit.
Last week tho I ate too much crap that i would have not eatten if I had not by myself. i had the "hopefull" to thank for that. Afterwards I would regergitate some strawberries & strayberry jam, prolly the only nutricious crap i ate, what a fucking hoot! Regergitation is pretty fucking fun. She prolly just puked by listening to me, it was pretty funny how she coated the grass in chocolate fudge.
OH FUCK, I ALMOST FORGOT. ABORTED, THE SINGLE GREATEST BAND EVER, EVER BITCH, DON'T ARGUE WITH ME (jk), ARE COMING TO TEXAS!!!!! FUCK YEAH, i will do ANYTHING FOR A RIDE to Mc Allen on Sunday, October 2nd OR San Antonio on Tuesday, October 4th, ANYTHING DAMNIT!! I despritaly need transportation & its not fucking funny. I swear to you, if you are a metal head you NEED to listen to the master surgeons known as ABORTED!! Mc Allen show is at the Villa Reel Convention Center & in SA it is at Sanctuary. ANY FEEDBACK IS NEEDED FROM ANYONE!! DAMNIT, I WILL FUCK A NUN'S SKULL WITH A DEAD FETUS IF I HAVE TO!! I WILL STRANGLE SOMEONE WITH THEIR OWN ASSHAIRS!!!! I WILL FUCKING GO BUM HUNTING WITH NOTHING BUT A GOPHER!!! I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR SOME HELP TO BE IN ONE OF THOSE DAMN FORSAKEN CITIES ON THOSE DAYS!!!! SOMEBODY FUCKEN HELP ME!!!!
*Ahem*, thats pretty much it for now, have a good day & don't forget to go homeless people hunting. Later.