am i the only motherfucker with a brain?
wow i definatly have no idea whats going on anymore...my love life is at a total loss lol..let me see how i can explain this..
its weird...u hurt me...again...but for some reason this time doesnt hurt as bad as the first time...thinkin about u kinda sucks...but i dont get that sick feeling in my stomach like i did...its just like "okay, it sucks, u dont like me" but idk...i dont get it...i think im more mad at you than anything..just cuz u lie, and you confuse the hell out of me..but im not gonna tell u this cuz i dont wanna start anything else...and u were right...if it wasnt him, it would be someone else....i should have listened...but i guess i didnt want to believe it...
anyway..im trying to update two things at the same time but the myspace journal is winning so..yeah later
its weird...u hurt me...again...but for some reason this time doesnt hurt as bad as the first time...thinkin about u kinda sucks...but i dont get that sick feeling in my stomach like i did...its just like "okay, it sucks, u dont like me" but idk...i dont get it...i think im more mad at you than anything..just cuz u lie, and you confuse the hell out of me..but im not gonna tell u this cuz i dont wanna start anything else...and u were right...if it wasnt him, it would be someone else....i should have listened...but i guess i didnt want to believe it...
anyway..im trying to update two things at the same time but the myspace journal is winning so..yeah later