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haha, i have some disturbing news...let's just say madison wasn't the type of girl i thought she was...and she's not quite as "spiritual" as i had thought...it was very disappointing but you know, i still don't know her all that well so we'll see...i guess i still care, but like i'm not interested in her...yep, courtney saw her at a kegger, you know what that means...but when i look at people, i don't usually judge them before i know them you know? so like people can still be cool even if they drink and such...i mean, if i were to judge them on just that, i might as well judge them based on the music they listen to, how good at school they are...they're all the same in the end, i don't want to judge her just because she drinks...i don't like drinking, but it's her choice...the only thing i can do is stay an example of someone who doesn't drink...a light in the darkness of a party if you will...i think people at little gatherings get angry if people stay sober because they don't want to be reminded of the fact that they're drinking and that they could stay sober themselves...that's just my thought though...i actually talked to baddeley about it a bit...it was cool actually, we talked a bit about teen drinking...cuz when he saw me on the phone he said, "victor were you on the phone with madison again?"...and i told him "no, baddeley, i don't think she's my type anymore...found out she gets a little too into the alcohol"...and he said, "oh so she's the party type? yeah, i figured that...let's just say anything her mom has done, she's probably done once or more...her mom is crazy, i've heard stories about her"....of course i'm paraphrasing because i don't remember the exact words...and then we talked about teen drinking and how high school teens don't drink responsibly for the most part...although last night was pretty responsible, no one went overboard...no one tried to break any records or make a fool of themselves so that was cool...in that kind of setting i would drink...i don't think i would ever drink at a large party...a small gathering, i would, but it depends on whether or not i have track or church, i don't want to mess up my training and God comes first...i remember reading some scripture, something about not drinking to get drunk, because that will lead to debauchery...basically lust, and well, with those people, as hot as those girls are, we're just friends, and i don't really see them in that fashion anymore...like after i read that book, i have a different outlook on the ladies...and it works out better that way because i can care for these people and end up not developing a crush on them like i used to back in the day (which was not so long ago haha)...
today shall be interesting...a little bridge jumping
oh yeah, thought i'd add this...so now i know why she never called me back all those times lol...she probably was too drunk the night before to remember, which is sad, but you know...like she was supposed to call me sunday, but apparently she was at that kegger saturday night after she got off work...that's probably how it worked out before...especially graduation...haha
if you're gonna get drunk, at least write down a plan of things you need to do the next day...courtesy, people, courtesy
and remember to think of me...chinks before drinks
today shall be interesting...a little bridge jumping
oh yeah, thought i'd add this...so now i know why she never called me back all those times lol...she probably was too drunk the night before to remember, which is sad, but you know...like she was supposed to call me sunday, but apparently she was at that kegger saturday night after she got off work...that's probably how it worked out before...especially graduation...haha
if you're gonna get drunk, at least write down a plan of things you need to do the next day...courtesy, people, courtesy
and remember to think of me...chinks before drinks