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I have to get this off my chest.
Lj, because no one is here anymore.
FUCK YOU. MMK?
You have NO IDEA what this is like. I don't give a shit that he's been gone a day/week/month. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA what it is like to have no idea if/when you will see him again. You have no idea what it's like to finally think you will see him again, only to have it ripped away. twice.
FUCK YOU.
You have no idea what it means to miss someone this much. No, skype does not make everything better. Phone calls are great, but they are NOTHING.
You have no idea what it's like to know his parents will do anything they can to keep you away. They hate you so much, they would rather hurt him than just get over it.
I don't want to hear about how you miss him after an hour. you get no pity from me.
Go fuck yourself.