So many thoughts

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I think I have it figured out. 5 things affect people's actions.

People do stuff because...
1. It makes them happy (or feel good)
2. It's the right thing to do (in their mind)
3. They can get away with it
4. They are afraid (and what they do is a result of their fear)
5. They are drunk

ok, so I forgot what the last one was, sue me :P
It's kinda sad though, if you think about it.

"Let your mind start a journey through a strange new world,
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before!
Let your soul take you where you long to be......."

I'm not sure where I want to be. Away from here, and yet there is so much I like about here.
Is it worth giving up the good to get rid of the bad?
Off topic, but should one mistake condem a person? and should one good act reconcile them?

Twice this week, I've had a dream and in this dream is a person I know. In both dreams the person is really mad at me and I can't figure out why. In the second dream she is about to tell me and then I wake up. :(
I feel like I should be nicer to that person

"Your friends...
What kind of...people are they?

I wonder...
Do those people...
think of you...as a friend?

You...
What makes you...happy?

I wonder...
What makes you happy...
Does it make...others happy, too?

The right thing...What is it?

I wonder...
If you do the right thing...
Does it really make...
everybody...happy?

Your true face...
What kind of...face is it?

I wonder...
The face under the mask...
Is that...your true face?"