What to do!
I went on a rambling thing last night at home, and it kinda scared Katie a bit. I felt and sill do feel like I need to do more with myself. More playing....more partying..stopping to "smell the roses" sort of speak...just living life a lot more than I have been lately. I feel like I haven't even begun to live my life somewhat the way I want. This year has been slow so far for me. Even with all the new changes in my life coming up like more money, getting married, new house; it still doesn't satisfy my new found hunger. Maybe its just spring time and all people go through some of the whole "rebirth" thing around this time. This year the feeling has hit me like a hammer on an anvil...with a ringing that's going straight to my fucking head. I want more...but more of what? That's the kicker huh?