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I'm slooooowly going comatose. That or about to go haywire. I'm currently running on.....ten hours of sleep the past two days. Which really isn't that terrible- until you consider that I've also worked thirty hours the past three days and I'm fucking exhausted. I haven't done any of the job applications that I should have gotten done this week, I still have a paper to write before Monday, and a test Friday. I've already taken three quizzes this week, closed one night, worked two doubles and been to all my classes. I'm not quite sure how or why I keep doing it to myself, but I keep telling myself it's worth it. The problem is, if I did just take off a week, say fuck both jobs, screw class and take a mental vacation- I'd be bored. I'd complain about not having anything to do, I'd waste time and I'd be even more unhappy. Maybe 110% isn't the brightest idea, but it's better than 60%.
Almost there...
Almost there...