I never said you ditch EVERYONE... just me. I guess that makes you feel better, but it really doesn't make ME feel better. I told you because it had been bothering me lately and I miss how close we used to be. I feel like you are ditching me on purpose, in order to avoid my friendship or something. I'm sorry if I offended you, but I wanted you to know how I feel.
but i honestly dont remember a time i ever purposely "ditched" you i hate my livejournal forreal haha there's always fights... which i know is my fault but this really isnt a fight i miss you more you dont even know remember when all those nights we wet to ocean walk? remember "you keep that beautiful smile" remember denny's and everyone was fighting in the bathroom...and "who would make fun of someone playing a guitar on their trunk...i mean honestly.." hahahaha that was the same night as EA which turned into OJ which we never did again i miss us i miss sitting in the car freaking out because that guy who had a bomb in the movie theater....stole alyx. i miss riding with you in the morning and going to the library. i miss the way i was rude and you were snappy (you still are dont worry) i miss biggins...pancakes?!? i miss everything. i love you
I feel like crying. I don't want to fight with you and I don't want this to be a fight. I don't think you ever PURPOSELY ditched me, it's just that I have been ditched by you before. I just... I don't even know anymore. I feel like I am drifting away from a lot of my friends. I feel like crap. I feel like crying constantly. I feel like there's only a certain number of people I can actually talk to about things anymore. I feel like I drive people away. I feel like after an extent on time, people get fed up with me. I just miss being close to you. And I miss being close to the gang. And I miss HAVING a gang. I hate how everyone hates everyone else. I miss always doing stuff with you guys almost everyday. I miss driving to the boardwalk with 10+ people in my car. I miss in-depth late night conversations with you. I miss laughing at the stupidest things. I hate this. We need to hang out NOW. I love you. And I don't want to lose our friendship before I go to college.
:( i feel like crying too and i understand exactly how you feel i feel like i don't even have anyone i'm really close to at that school I feel disconnected from everyone there it must be in the air and you know i could never get tired of you EVER with you i'm always laughing and people just kind of stare but we don't care because even though we don't talk as much i'll always consider you a best friend I miss driving to the boardwalk with 10+ people in my car. i miss being the one who was in front laughing at everyone in the backseat hahaha oh god i'm going to do a "remember this summer" post i love you
i miss the gang i miss being that weird couple of girls (cortney) that made up songs about dominoes pizza and wore nothing but pink lady clothes
what happened to our originality? im scared. im upset, sad, anxious, and scared of next summer because this one was the best and im so afraid this upcoming one will suck.
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we're having a bon fire sometime or another and ....youre coming
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I guess that makes you feel better, but it really doesn't make ME feel better.
I told you because it had been bothering me lately and I miss how close we used to be.
I feel like you are ditching me on purpose, in order to avoid my friendship or something.
I'm sorry if I offended you, but I wanted you to know how I feel.
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i hate my livejournal
forreal
haha there's always fights...
which i know is my fault
but this really isnt a fight
i miss you more
you dont even know
remember when all those nights we wet to ocean walk?
remember "you keep that beautiful smile"
remember denny's and everyone was fighting in the bathroom...and "who would make fun of someone playing a guitar on their trunk...i mean honestly.." hahahaha
that was the same night as EA
which turned into OJ
which we never did again
i miss us
i miss sitting in the car freaking out because that guy who had a bomb in the movie theater....stole alyx.
i miss riding with you in the morning and going to the library.
i miss the way i was rude and you were snappy (you still are dont worry)
i miss biggins...pancakes?!?
i miss everything.
i love you
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I don't want to fight with you and I don't want this to be a fight.
I don't think you ever PURPOSELY ditched me, it's just that I have been ditched by you before.
I just... I don't even know anymore. I feel like I am drifting away from a lot of my friends. I feel like crap. I feel like crying constantly. I feel like there's only a certain number of people I can actually talk to about things anymore. I feel like I drive people away. I feel like after an extent on time, people get fed up with me.
I just miss being close to you.
And I miss being close to the gang.
And I miss HAVING a gang.
I hate how everyone hates everyone else.
I miss always doing stuff with you guys almost everyday.
I miss driving to the boardwalk with 10+ people in my car.
I miss in-depth late night conversations with you.
I miss laughing at the stupidest things.
I hate this.
We need to hang out NOW.
I love you.
And I don't want to lose our friendship before I go to college.
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i feel like crying too
and i understand exactly how you feel
i feel like i don't even have anyone i'm really close to at that school
I feel disconnected from everyone there
it must be in the air
and you know i could never get tired of you
EVER
with you i'm always laughing
and people just kind of stare
but we don't care because even though we don't talk as much i'll always consider you a best friend
I miss driving to the boardwalk with 10+ people in my car.
i miss being the one who was in front laughing at everyone in the backseat
hahaha
oh god i'm going to do a "remember this summer" post
i love you
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i miss the gang
i miss being that weird couple of girls (cortney)
that made up songs about dominoes pizza and wore nothing but pink lady clothes
what happened to our originality?
im scared. im upset, sad, anxious, and scared of next summer because this one was the best and im so afraid this upcoming one will suck.
wah. im already nervous about next summer!!!
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