How I actually feel is

[vsmallgoddess]

for somebody else
you know who you are and why
I love you
still
more every day
that hurts
and you won't ever truly know
just how sorry I am
but I never lied to you
and I never let go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=foWX08Un4Ew

You keep the air in my lungs
Floating along as a melody comes
And my heart beats like timpani drums
Keeping the time while a symphony strums

And I'm drying out
Crying out
This isn't how I go
Hurry now
Lay me down
And let these waters
Flow…
Son I am not everything
You thought that I would be
But every story I have told
Is part of me
Son I leave you now but you have so much more to do
And every story I have told is part of you