Apr 23, 2005 21:18
Wow. So its been kind of a while! To be honest, that's cuz I've been insanely busy. Finals are in two weeks and I am stressed out beyond belief...but that's okay cuz that's what being in college is all about. You pay tens of thousands of dollars so that other people who have gone through this same feat can cause you the same stress and anxiety someone else called them....and in turn for this, they get paid lots of money, and students love them. Go figure. lol.
Anyways....as for how I'm doing otherwise....great. Absolutely great. Seriously, things are finally starting to come into place for me. I feel like I'm really getting back on my feet since the beginning of the semester. All my grades have improved so much....I feel like I finally got everything back in perspective. And...to top it all off, I found out I do not have to take that class over the summer! Heck yess! So, that means I'll be working during the summer, but thats okay. Yeah, and I'm taking all your advice and finding somewhere else to go but the blue and yellow store. lol. I'm thinking of doing something like working in the mall, selling clothes.....someplace happy and fun, and non-stressful! lol. I cant wait for summer. I'm really looking forward to it now knowing that I dont have to spend 4 days a week 6 hours a day in a science lab. I do enough of that already! lol.
Well...I dont know if I'll get a chance to update before I go home, but I want you all to know that I have had absolutely the best year here. Earlier, I was thinking of transferring, but now I realize that I honestly cannot be in a better place. Everyone has given me so many memories to walk away with. We've had some ups and downs...and whatever we may be in right now (down or up) and whatever next year may bring, should it be different friendships or the same ones....you have all made a difference to me. You know, it's funny, I was talking to my friend Amy the other day, and we were discussing that there is not one girl I've met here so far that I do not admire for some aspect of who they are. I really respect you all so much. I look at you all, and realize the kind of person I want to be. Thank you all so much for everything. I love you guys (or should I say girls. lol) with every part of me. Best of luck on all your finals & here's to the next *amazing* three years! xoxo
***It's always better when we're together***