miss you less and see you more

Dec 26, 2017 20:58

how does one stop thinking about the past?
how does one forget bad and good memories?
nowadays they say that we have to live in present, be positive, sent good energy out.
how does one just turn around and doesn't feel anything?
I can hear a song from 2004 and start crying or get emotional because I have so many associations and memories, I can feel the vibrations and hear voices of people that were around at that time.
how does one get rid off those feelings and be present?
how does one just drop the knowledge of the past and be positive about the future?
you have to be quite ignorant, that's how.
they say stay present but y'all on the phones trying to get away from the reality of the present, prentending that you are doing something right by reading an article by some succesfull person thinking that it will help you somehow in your life.
guess what, it will not. there is no standart resolution for everyone. not everybody even wants to be succesfull in the meaning of big cities. I just want to live my life with no people disturbing me.
this is a life well spent - being outside, appreciate what is already given by nature and try not to destroy it at least.
I think I am done.

nyc, queens, duane, dreams

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