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Im back in Oxford and hating it! I just dont feel settled still. I thought it would be different coming back as a 2nd year and living in a house but it isnt. I cant stop crying, every little thing just sets me off. I hate it. Andrew left me today after a brilliant weekend. Our summer together has ended, it went far too quickley for my liking. I wont see him now for 3 weeks, the longest ive been away from him for ages. I feel like i cant cope. Im dreading going to bed because i'll be on my own. When i leave a room and walk back in i still expect to see him in there but i dont. My heart feels empty, I feel empty. I just dont know who to talk to, i need someone who understands.. Im jealous of the other girls who just seem to settle easliy and just get on with things and actually enjoy being here. Im so afraid they get fed up with me and wont want to be around me. I dont know what to do.