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So, today I felt like I did NOTHING again at work but I came home totally pooped.
Today I started therapy which was kind of intense because I actually had to talk about why I was there and my background and my actual feelings about stuff.. I don't like verbally talking about my feelings at all. It took a lot out of me.
I also found out, I have to pay for a weekly session REGARDLESS of if I can make it or not or if I have an appointment scheduled.. so, if I can only make it twice a month, I still have to pay for four sessions.
It's going to cost me an extra 180.00 a month and I have no fucking idea how I'm going to afford this on top of all the other extra stuff I have to pay for now.
I'm going to try to pay in advance when I have the $$ so I'm not going into debt over it and I'm going to take it 3-6 months at a time.
Yesterday, I was officially CLEARED of bed bugs. No more crazy laundry proceedures, no more ziplock bags, no more itchy buggy feelings, no more Tylenol PM.
Tomorrow I'm buying a couch then going for lunch in Westchester with Michel and picking up a gigantic check.
So exciting.
I might even go REALLY crazy and buy a bed!
Today I started therapy which was kind of intense because I actually had to talk about why I was there and my background and my actual feelings about stuff.. I don't like verbally talking about my feelings at all. It took a lot out of me.
I also found out, I have to pay for a weekly session REGARDLESS of if I can make it or not or if I have an appointment scheduled.. so, if I can only make it twice a month, I still have to pay for four sessions.
It's going to cost me an extra 180.00 a month and I have no fucking idea how I'm going to afford this on top of all the other extra stuff I have to pay for now.
I'm going to try to pay in advance when I have the $$ so I'm not going into debt over it and I'm going to take it 3-6 months at a time.
Yesterday, I was officially CLEARED of bed bugs. No more crazy laundry proceedures, no more ziplock bags, no more itchy buggy feelings, no more Tylenol PM.
Tomorrow I'm buying a couch then going for lunch in Westchester with Michel and picking up a gigantic check.
So exciting.
I might even go REALLY crazy and buy a bed!