this is so deep i can't find deep enough words to explain it, so this will have to do.
God, how i pray this will be everything i hope it will.
i'm inviting every feeling i had so long ago..with open arms...back into my life. how i've missed them.
does anyone know how it feels to connect so perfectly with someone, have that person not be a part of your life anymore, and forget all about how true connection really feels?
you tend to tell yourself things compare to what you've had...when you shouldn't be doing that at all. but its not that you're doing this completely on purpose..its just that, you've forgotten how amazing amazement really is.
i've been settling too long. and if not for anything else, if this will not be anything more than it is this instant...thank you.
thank you for reminding me of how it feels. how its supposed to..and should.
how truly amazing things can be. with any type of person in your life.
...and i'm feeling all of this by just 'friendship'.
i couldn't even fathom....
post script: if any words i've ever uttered in the past about any of the forementioned 'settled-upons' have ever sounded in the same context like the ones i just typed....disregard them.
i told you i can't lie....and that isn't one.
i just ha(d)(ve) a bad habit of speaking too soon. i assure you i'll never do it again.
....
i'm inviting every feeling i had so long ago..with open arms...back into my life. how i've missed them.
does anyone know how it feels to connect so perfectly with someone, have that person not be a part of your life anymore, and forget all about how true connection really feels?
you tend to tell yourself things compare to what you've had...when you shouldn't be doing that at all. but its not that you're doing this completely on purpose..its just that, you've forgotten how amazing amazement really is.
i've been settling too long. and if not for anything else, if this will not be anything more than it is this instant...thank you.
thank you for reminding me of how it feels. how its supposed to..and should.
how truly amazing things can be. with any type of person in your life.
...and i'm feeling all of this by just 'friendship'.
i couldn't even fathom....
post script: if any words i've ever uttered in the past about any of the forementioned 'settled-upons' have ever sounded in the same context like the ones i just typed....disregard them.
i told you i can't lie....and that isn't one.
i just ha(d)(ve) a bad habit of speaking too soon. i assure you i'll never do it again.
....