Oct 31, 2005 23:38
After this weekend I think that
I'm just going to cut alcohol out of my life. Maybe not out of my
life... maybe just for the next month or so (except for the fact that I
will have to drink for my birthday).
Saturday night I got myself into some trouble with the white
coat. I ended up making out with Robert Goult (one of the 4
dressed up versions of him from the night). I thought that this
act meant that I probably didn't like Post that much since you don't go
out kissing other guys when you really like someone. But the next
morning, I woke up feeling horrible with this sick feeling in my
stomach. Pulling a classic crazy Veronica, I went to see Post and
admitted to what happened the night before. I know that it wasn't
necessarily my responsibility to tell him what happened since we're not
officially in a relationship right now. However, I know if I
found out that he kissed some other girl, I would be upset.
Therefore, I felt that at least he needed to now to be
respectful. I discussed it with him and was really glad that I
did. I was scared that telling him could potentially ruin things
between us, but by being so open, it helped get a lot of feelings out
into the open.
Now, my only concern is about Robert Goult himself. Hopefully I
won't be running into any awkward experiences with him on campus.
How do I get myself into these situations... ?