the end
I feel corrupted and useless. The point of my life has faded away, i have been living to long and I know this. Much has changed and meny things have blinded our society. Though it has... always been blind.
I guess I am glad that I am dying, it has been a long awaited thing. Why am I writing this in a journal? I am not quite sure, perhapes the small hope that maybe someone might care but thats minimal.
i guess I end with this,
geen pijn, gekwetst geen. tot slot verlaat ik deze wereld
To Vesper: My dahling love. you were the only family that stood by me. You are the only family worth while. In my eyes I have taught you well all you need to learn is how to say good-bye. I am sorry that I cannot live longer for you. I am sorry that I will not be around when you come to Amsterdam. I arange my ashes to be sent to you when I pass, do me the favor and plant them in with the roses, the ground will nurish in our favor. I am forever as are you.
I guess I am glad that I am dying, it has been a long awaited thing. Why am I writing this in a journal? I am not quite sure, perhapes the small hope that maybe someone might care but thats minimal.
i guess I end with this,
geen pijn, gekwetst geen. tot slot verlaat ik deze wereld
To Vesper: My dahling love. you were the only family that stood by me. You are the only family worth while. In my eyes I have taught you well all you need to learn is how to say good-bye. I am sorry that I cannot live longer for you. I am sorry that I will not be around when you come to Amsterdam. I arange my ashes to be sent to you when I pass, do me the favor and plant them in with the roses, the ground will nurish in our favor. I am forever as are you.