Still at work...

Jul 13, 2006 17:30

Another 30 minutes to go and I know they are going to be hard. My life is admittedly good at the moment, and I am grateful, but it is also very hard. I'm getting along with my family well, I'm not severely pissed at anyone, and my ducks are falling into their proper rows, or so I'd like to think. However, Im going through withdrawls for Brian, for Joanna, for Jessie, for Michelle, for Sam, and for everyone else that decided to up and leave me and my corner of the world this summer. I want to date again so badly. I need something to look forward to besides school and move-in day. (At least Im moving back in early!) I can't even wait to go to Alaska- I leave in 13 days! But then I have to come back and keep going through the motions of this job and not having my social life the way I want it. At least I got to talk to Michelle today.
I was so looking forward to summer. Maybe I'll appreciate it again soon. Like as soon as I make my second appearance at the beach. Then I will be happier for sure. I love that place so much. And I love my friends. And my ex boyfriend. Argh I sucketh now. Only 27 plus momentitos. Ze end.
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