what is wrong with me?

Sep 28, 2007 01:45

Alright, there has been two seperate girls, within the last couple weeks, that have essentially been throwing themselves at me. The first one was kind weird, and really forward, and that kind of turned me off. the second one is really sweet, and cute and whatnot, but i am just not as interested as i should be for girlfriend material. like as bad is this sounds, i probably could have had either one of them and had sex with both. The thing is, is that i have been single for so long, that i dont know how to be a boyfriend anymore, not like i was a good one anyway.

But now i am sitting here, like really frustrated, because i dont really have that passion that i should for either of them. its not that i am not attracted to this second one, she has a great body, its just that i cant see myself in a relationship. which is weird because i really do think i want one. it just doesnt seem fair, that the girls that are interested in me, i am not really that interested back in. i dont know what to do, like this girl wants me to come stay over at her house ever couple nights, and only recently have i come to this realization. if i stay with her, i might start to feel more comfortable in this relationship. but then again, if we start having sex and i realize that i am not comfortable, then i am the biggest asshole alive. this girl really is sweet, and nice and anything, but she did hook up with one of my brothers, and so that also might have something to do with it.

I dont know what i should be doing/feeling at the moment. anyone have any suggestions?
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