Monkey's weigh alot
I feel so much better now that i have that monkey off my back. like seriously, now i can by myself around girls and quit judging them to her. I have essentially been holding myself down from fulfilling my potential as a single male because deep down i have had this terrific crush. now that we have tried, and failed at a relationship i can see that my expectations were not near reality. why do we have to hype things up so incredibly? i mean how can one person be the end all, save all of our lives? its impossible and i regret carrying that load. I may not have liked the decesion at first, but now i see it was definitely the right way to go. i seriously have not felt like this in a long time.
i am finally free to fall head over heels for some girl. the next one i am going to fully commit to, i am not afraid of being disappointed anymore. and with FIJI, the best mother fucking fraternity out there, WINNING Homecoming, this could not have come at a more opportune moment. I have a cute date for formal, only about a month of school left before the holidays absolutely makes me one of the happier guys on campus. This should be one hell of a month.
I am really sorry allie, i am not sure what that was. it really wasnt meant to be offensive, although it apparently was.
i am finally free to fall head over heels for some girl. the next one i am going to fully commit to, i am not afraid of being disappointed anymore. and with FIJI, the best mother fucking fraternity out there, WINNING Homecoming, this could not have come at a more opportune moment. I have a cute date for formal, only about a month of school left before the holidays absolutely makes me one of the happier guys on campus. This should be one hell of a month.
I am really sorry allie, i am not sure what that was. it really wasnt meant to be offensive, although it apparently was.