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so here i sit, on the eve of leaving the house truly for the first time, and i cant sleep. i think that this whole thing has me so wound up that i really dont know what to do with myself. what exactly is this year going to hold for me? i am not going to lie, this thing really has me in bundles. i know that this is a step that everyone has to make, but that doesnt make it any easier.
home has always been a place of comfort and security. a safe place where troubles are left on the doorstep, and leaving not the physical aspect of home, but the idea of it, is not easily tossed aside.
i guess that this is natural, to be nervous about going through a major change in your life. i just dont know if that i am really ready to leave. i mean i am tired of niceville, and i really dont depend on my parents for anything. i mean i am paying for everything this year, really the only thing they are providing now are emotional support. well i guess i should be getting some sleep. i have a big day ahead of me tomorrow.
home has always been a place of comfort and security. a safe place where troubles are left on the doorstep, and leaving not the physical aspect of home, but the idea of it, is not easily tossed aside.
i guess that this is natural, to be nervous about going through a major change in your life. i just dont know if that i am really ready to leave. i mean i am tired of niceville, and i really dont depend on my parents for anything. i mean i am paying for everything this year, really the only thing they are providing now are emotional support. well i guess i should be getting some sleep. i have a big day ahead of me tomorrow.