Short Short Short posssssst
I wish I knew how to summon you up from inside and have you take me over like the other day. I wish you were easy as a genie to call on when rubbed the right way and give me the light I need to see the world right and see myself as that infinite creature you clear the darkness for. Whatever you are, that takes me over when I least expect it and makes me feel high as a star, bright and shining, beautiful, new, loved, deserving of every last bit of appreciation I feel I have to try so hard to get, I want to give you a name and be able to call you to my side with it. But I wouldn't even know where to begin. You're amazing and you make me amazing, something I think you know I have the potential to be, but I don't know yet how to call on it by myself, much less how to make it last.
I'm not particularly depressed at the moment, just miss that feeling, already, of being something amazing in my own skin. I hope it'll come back soon. Meanwhile, I'll be watching crappy horror movies, listening to cutesy music, drawing, waiting, being cuddly, and thinking of how to summon up that awesome inner self.
Also, on that note:
I LIKE YOU SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED
I LIKE ME SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED
I LIKE YOU SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED
I LIKE ME SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED
I'm not particularly depressed at the moment, just miss that feeling, already, of being something amazing in my own skin. I hope it'll come back soon. Meanwhile, I'll be watching crappy horror movies, listening to cutesy music, drawing, waiting, being cuddly, and thinking of how to summon up that awesome inner self.
Also, on that note:
I LIKE YOU SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED
I LIKE ME SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED
I LIKE YOU SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED
I LIKE ME SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED