SO...FYI
The reasons for that last post...last week sucked for 2 reasons...1. got turned down for the job I interviewed for the week prior...this has never happened to me before (I have literally been offered every job I've interviewed for in the last 14 years) 2. girlfriend informed me she fell out of love with me, so I'm single and stuck in a job I can't stand...I'm not gonna do anything stupid...I'm just frustrated...very very very very frustrated and I don't deal with frustration well at all...I feel like a failure right now...and blah blah blah, boo fuckin hoo for me...please just send any spare energy you can my way, in the hopes I get the right job in the next two weeks...or I won't be able to go out for the team...hence adding to my already burgeoning failure pile.