A Little Hiatus for Jan

[voxangelica]

I probably will not be on here for a while. Some things happened today and I have a lot of sorting out to do. I am fine so no worries :) However, I guess I spoke too soon on Hank. I probably shouldn't be telling you all this, but sometime ago Hank had a drug problem. He recovered and had been doing very well. It seemed like he had it licked permanently until this weekend. I don't know why he did it. He can't even tell me why. I was trying to be supportive still but at the same time letting him know I can't just pretend it didn't happen. I know it was the low after the high and he'll probably be regretting it tomorrow, but he got extremely angry with me on the phone and he called me several choice names and then told me to "leave him the fuck alone." Well, I plan on doing just that. Part of me feels horrible for turning my back but I went down this road a couple of years ago as his friend and I just don't have it in me to do again.

You all probably think I'm nuts for getting involved with him in the first place. Maybe I am. He really is a good person, but I'm not making excuses for him. So while I do my moving on I'm just gonna hide out for a bit away from the cyber world. I swear I am ok. I'm sad, yes, but I can't put up with this again. Anywho... you all take care and I will be back soon.