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[vowofpurity]

well...i havent had a horrible night in a long time...so i guess it's about time. ugh. so tonight was my cousin alex's 16th birthday. fun stuff. so we went out to that late night bowling thing at bandera bowl. it was me, jason, my mom, dad, brother(alan), cousin(alex), other cousin (chris), and his girlfriend (michelle). so we were all having a good time, the only bad thing was that my dad had been drinkin for the whole evening. by the time we got to the bowling alley he had had atleast 5 or 6 beers. and then he got more at the bowling alley. he was asking for something to happen. drinking alwyas leads to bad things...especially in my family. so yeah...my dad starts getting a little too into the game and tries to start telling my brother how to bowl because he sucks. the only thing is...no one cared that he sucked. we were all having a good time just laughing it off...and so was my brother...but my dad got to into the game, as usual, and starts telling my brother what to do. my brother doesnt do well in those situations so he got upset with my dad and asked him if he just wanted to take his name off the list. my dad pretty much left him alone after that...but it made my mom upset that my dad upset my brother. well...mer...after taht my dad made some comment to alex that he was rude because he bowled before a girl in the lane right next to us. my cousin said he didnt see her... well that was that...but it pushed my mom over the edge because she was already upset with my dad...so to have him telling alex what he did wrong now...right after he got done with my brother... well...basically my mom got upset and said that she was done bowling. she quit with like 2 frames left. this pissed my dad off. so my dad get up and starts... yeelling...yes yelling...right in the middle of the bowling alley "F you! your just gonna throw the whole F'in game because you're pissed!? well F you...I'M WALKIN HOME!!" ....and off he went. right out of the bowling alley. i didnt think he'd actually leave. i waited about...meh...30 sec to a minute before i went to go look for him. then i rush outside into the parking lot and my dad is all the way on the other side. i take off runnin to try to cath up to him. i do, and tell him not to walk home. then he gets a little upset with me for telling him that...and says "just forget it...i deserve to walk...i love you...see you when i get home." well...i didnt know what to do. i stood there for a minute...on the verge of tears, or course, thinking about what i should do. well...mer...i gave up...and went back inside...as my dad walked home...well...i should say he staggered home. i asked my mom if she was gonna stop and pick him up on her way home...and she said she would...so i told jason not to worry about stopping to get him. my mom was driving right behind us. well...i was looking for my dad...and couldnt find him. finally we drive past marshall and there he is. well...i watch my mom drive right past him. oh man....i was pissed. so after jason drops me off...i got inside, drop my stuff, then take off in my car to get my dad. pulled over, he got in, we came home, he said some not so nice things to my mom. now no one in the house is saying anything to eachother. we are all "walking on egg shells" and it sucks. hardcore. this is my life.

this only happens every once in a while...this is the once...in a pretty long while.