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so yesterday was my dad's bday and my aunt's funeral. i was fine until i had to escort my gma to her seat, and sit with the family. i thought i would be sitting with the other cousins and stuff, not the sisters of my aunt. i didnt cry until my cousin josh went on stage to talk. he was in his Citadel uniform and gave the best speech ever. and it was so incredibly sad. and it made me think of when my gma dies...i dont think i can handle it. and when he got done he walked off stage and kissed the coffin twice for her.
i had a dream about jonathan. it woke me up crying.
i worked today. i was supposed to work tonight but neo and bear got into a fight. bear bit me hard on the leg so i had to go to the doctor. bear bit through neo's ear, but he will be fine. i HAVE to get his shots, though. soon.

sorry russ...***prague. or whatever.
and i didnt think you really wanted to come to sc for a few days?

tipper-that would be awesome, but my family means the world to me. i'm sorry. but i do plan on coming up there soon...with some COOKIE MONSTER CUPCAKES!!!

new cell number- 803 319 3292

caleb-thanks...i miss you, and thought about calling you the other night. i dont know why i didnt...i guess my priorities are fucked up right now.

zebbieeeeeeeeeeeeee-i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!