Aug 29, 2004 05:42
its funny to think back and remember the things i've done. there are certain moments i love and certain i hate. and there are certain actions that made me happy and certain actions that made me sad. there are things that i regret and things that i cherished doing. there are certain friendships i'm happy to have made and there are certain ones that i wished i hadn't. and to think.. all those memories are in my head for me to access anytime i want to remember. and i may not like everything about my life or my memories but that doesn't matter because i know one thing that keeps them as sacred as the day they happened... They are mine to have and no one elses. No one can take those away from me (with the exception of any omniscent powers) and I can keep those and cherish those or shun those whenever i wish. and i may not be a dweller but i dwell on a few things.. i guess i should be happy that brittnay dated someone who wasn't me, even if it was only for a week and a half and he's a poohead.. because i feel like it made us stronger (i mean it made my love for her stronger, and i don't care how long i have to wait before she completely trusts me because that's what love is.. love is having the patience and will to be with someone no matter how many bad things have happened and if she ever wanted to stop being with me it wouldn't be the end of the world right? if i truely love her than her happiness is more important than our relationship and i will no matter what always think of her as my soulmate, my best friend, and the love of my life.
anyways on to other things..
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