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[votrebelle]

I just got my license yesterday,
and i already feel this need to portray myself as this really responsible person so I can have more privileges.

*sigh*
there's always something coming up. 
an exam. an event. some sort of chore. 
and it seems that when i have time to 
really enjoy myself and do what i like,
it comes to a very abrupt end. i feel like
i never have enough time. i feel like 
stephen and i are always parting ways.

today he told me that i'm his lobster. 
apparently it's something from friends,
about how lobsters find their life mate
and they like hook onto eachother, and
no matter what, if they're caught and put
in a store and all that, they won't let go. 
and they have to be killed and seperated
in order to part them.

that made me happy :]

onto another thought,,,, i hope the person i want to be is reflected in the company i keep. 
life, please slow down.

i'm also thinking that i'm going to get a part-time job, and only work weekends. i need some sort of income....
for:  gas, new york, other various trips, normal expenses, polaroid film, and eventually a Canon Rebel XT.