Jun 21, 2005 22:03
I want to say thanks to laurie for the title of this entire, you asked me this question when you were last here, and all I can say is that it has stuck with me for a while now.
I just reccently returned to my home roots of the weeie little britain, Ontario. Its just outside of Lindsay those of you wondering where the hell it is and what I'm talking about. It was nice, rocky at the beginning of the visit, but there were nothing but good times after that. I had a great visit with my family, and a even better one with my boyfriend Iain, whom i miss a lot right now. I got back to Ottawa, back into my apartment, it hit me that, this time off, what time I was not working but just enjoying the time with these people, that I wanted more time. More time, to feel like that time off was for weeks and not hours.
I'm a little lonely tonight, kinda down, and tired. My head is filled with nothing but clouds, some stormy and some just a hint of grey. I just needed to find an out, and I think or at least I hope I have for now. I'll be alright, no worries people, I just need to say how I feel right now, not sure why, but I do.