Oh gravity, why can't we seem to keep it together?
HOLY CRAP I'M SO RELIEVED.
I've been thinking about fear a lot lately. It's weird. I fear dumb things - like being forgotten by my friends or getting trampled by wildebeasts. Mufasa didn't survive that one very well, so I seriously doubt that I would. You never know though. I played out Mufasa's death scene multiple times when I was a young child and I lived through almost every single one...
Oh my gosh, my nose hurts really bad. WHATS WRONG WITH ME.
I hate not knowing where I'm going to be in 6 months. I have nothing at all to go with. I don't know what I like to do or what I want to do or where I'll go or if my friends will be there too or anything. I just want something to be set in stone, you know? Having, from what I can see, a blank slate for my future is extremely scary. My biggest fear is that God there once I get to wherever I'm going. That I'll be trying so hard to figure out what He has for me that I go to the wrong place and God show up. I know it's dumb and highly unlikely. I know that God has my whole life set out before me. I know in my head that God won't abandon me. But somehow my heart has been misinformed...