Aug 28, 2007 22:30
sometimes, I have no idea what to do with myself.
artistic turmoil proceeds but I'm working hard on getting my shit together for the Stitch N' Kitsch in September and the zine fest in October. I finished my book cover. I hope I am able to get a copy or two ready for the 22cnd.
I've no idea how I will afford to get all of the printing done in time... I guess a lack of going out/social beers. I think I'm okay with that since I've felt so completely anti-social lately.
I am pretty happy and comfortable with my home and my life (minus job) right now that all of this foreign behaviour in me is something I haven't been accustom to. I suppose this is one of those strange dips in life that come where I am, once again, changing. I just don't know if I like this one quite yet. I suppose I will study how I'm dealing with it in the time to come and go from there. I think the problem is that I haven't had a nice glass of chardonnay in a while. yeah, definitely a lack of wonderfully flavoured stimuli.
but seriously, one thing that I do enjoy about this recent growth is that my head is expanding with openness.
the fridge in my apartment broke tonight, so I had to throw out a lot of food. But luckily, I got to save a lot also. It just generally sucks... hopefully the landlord will get it fixed tomorrow.
hopefully in the new year I will start screen printing some of my images onto clothing or accessories. maybe I can scrape by in life with just enough for food and all kinds of love.
tonight was kind of a lonely night, in the end.