Oct 31, 2012 22:03
3, 2, 1...
in august of 2008, i took my sisters to san francisco. i realized then what i'm feeling now, knowing that our days as siblings were numbered. the twilight of adulthood was upon us and with it meant a looming separation. so i chose the trip to create a memory; a cornerstone where we mirrored one of my favorite shows in the same city. we were the power of three and had the most magical time.
flash-forward to 4 years later and we've set separate lives. the middle child has discovered being a socialite. my baby sister has invested herself in heritage enrichment. and i am left somewhat directionless. growing up, my sisters were my greatest source of inspiration. and now that each of them have come in to their own. i can't help but feel like i'm lacking my muse. we were to grow old together, not grow apart. at least that was my vision for the three of us.
it's not like i haven't tried to bring us together but they're both so busy now to even return a call.
i miss them terribly is all.