Jan 11, 2007 23:10
I've reached a new point of "wtf" in my life. Seriously, what was I thinking?
I'm going to say it right now. FUCK HER. FUCK TRYING! I've been completely, utterly ignored. I don't think I'll be able to choose an emoticon for this post. I can't decide how I feel in one word.
But fuck will do.
Just for the record, I still have NO IDEA what went wrong, and why nothing I have done has had any effect. But I realize now that I am the only one that actually had any legitimate feelings. It's laughable how I actually thought it could work after she took the plunge of the 3 weeks of ignoring me WHILE WE WERE DATING. LAUGHABLE. Thinking of how I tried to talk to her about it. How she has probably said 100 words since. Before I say something I might regret, I'm going to attempt to stop here.