May 13, 2009 21:09
I did a little tidying up of the "friends" list. You know me, I hope, and of course understand that if you truly feel a personal loss at being deleted, for cryin' out loud, tell me. I'm keeping this to real friends primarily, those who support me and believe in my life - people who actually visit me, talk to me, call me, and smile when we pass on the street. If you're just here out of interest in my writing, don't worry! I will make plenty of public posts for casual readers. But my closer life is for real friends. I am eliminating hatred, snobbery, judgmentalism, and... nastiness as I can, as I gratefully renew my life, Baruch HaShem for giving me life. My gates are always open: who am I to shut doors on someone so much like me?
I figured it'd be an act of honesty and love to delete non-friends who are simply "watching" or may not even read my entries at all. I just made it through a cluster of days in the open sea without a piece of wood, even. Now I have a piece of wood, B"H, and I hope to get strong (110 lbs on me is NOT GOOD. Lost my frog fat!) and get busy writing pamphlets to help sick people. First in line: Absolutely Feeble Oral Care for Those Weaker Than a Puff of Smoke. I have a system! I have so much to do, and I will do it.
Carla and Beth will continue updates for friends as I recover brilliantly. Please try to eliminate all traces of ENVY, RESENTMENT, and HOSTILITY between you and me, some of you. I want peace, and it's inappropriate to wallow in corrosive feelings. It's as bad for you as it is for me, so let's knock it off and be happy.