regardless
of religion, political view or personal view....when I seen the second plane hit..it gave me chills. I was reading today and came across profiles of all the victims...and it hit me harder than I thought. Regardless of who's at fault and beliefs...a lot of people were lost...and sometimes it feels weird...to feel concerned over an american or "mainstream" issue or event...one that is fully inclusive of the american society, one that is not exclusive to a specific culture or specific culture within a culture. for so long...it seemed like we were taught to fight for and care for only our own people...was it because people only cared for their own...or people realized their capacity to help/fight...who knows.
its most likely been the 2 most hectic months of this year. I'm finding myself crashed out and just gassed. but its been a good summer, I can't complain...but like always...most frequently noted in live journal entries...its time to get life lined up for another season...if a year was only 1 season...life would be without obvious check points. what the fuck AM I doin?
these past 2 playoff wins were HUGE for the team...we fought hard...
alchohol is ruining my life....haha well not really, but I need these peopel from out of state to leave so I can stay home. It not like I feel obligated to go out or take them out...I just don't wanna regret not being able to kick it with them when they leave...must they come in waves? can't they just come in 1 big group?
I realized that...boy will rate girls on physical features to simplify the terms to be pictured in another boys mind when a girl is referenced. if there was no such scale...the inferior mind of a boy would not be able to comprehend or generate an image...kind of like the blue screen on a PC.
so if you take the given value of the face (v) and you add it to the value of chest (w) and add the value of the size/shape (a) divided by 1.5 and add on the value of the behind (x) and add the value of the legs(y) and add the value of the hair (z) and divide the sum by 5, you should generate a value between 1-10.
the equation is noted as follows:
{(v)+[(w)+(a/1.5)]+(x)+(y)+(z)/ 5}= R in which 1< R <10
1 is represented by "B" which notates BAD because you would never give someone a 1 because it is inhumane
10 is represented by "I" which stands for impossible because you can't get 10 or even know a 10 ANYWAYS. And besides a 10 means there is no room for growth.
so...my whole point in the rating system is simple...boys will rate booty calls or girls they meet or run into and "boy talk" ...but when it comes down to a woman...the woman that makes you happy...there is no such thing as a scale because she is just absolutely beautiful to you regardless of what any boy who doesn't know her rates her as...right? I mean would you ever rate your boys' girlfriend or wife...I sho hope not.
so in essence...your expectations as far as looks may be higher for a girl you hang out with or comes over at night than for one you hang out with and love...because the latter is all encompassing and possesses no value....
so in a sense you are tryin to get out of the point/value game...medals...trophies...right?
k...I just got bored at lunch and attempted to entertain myself.
its most likely been the 2 most hectic months of this year. I'm finding myself crashed out and just gassed. but its been a good summer, I can't complain...but like always...most frequently noted in live journal entries...its time to get life lined up for another season...if a year was only 1 season...life would be without obvious check points. what the fuck AM I doin?
these past 2 playoff wins were HUGE for the team...we fought hard...
alchohol is ruining my life....haha well not really, but I need these peopel from out of state to leave so I can stay home. It not like I feel obligated to go out or take them out...I just don't wanna regret not being able to kick it with them when they leave...must they come in waves? can't they just come in 1 big group?
I realized that...boy will rate girls on physical features to simplify the terms to be pictured in another boys mind when a girl is referenced. if there was no such scale...the inferior mind of a boy would not be able to comprehend or generate an image...kind of like the blue screen on a PC.
so if you take the given value of the face (v) and you add it to the value of chest (w) and add the value of the size/shape (a) divided by 1.5 and add on the value of the behind (x) and add the value of the legs(y) and add the value of the hair (z) and divide the sum by 5, you should generate a value between 1-10.
the equation is noted as follows:
{(v)+[(w)+(a/1.5)]+(x)+(y)+(z)/ 5}= R in which 1< R <10
1 is represented by "B" which notates BAD because you would never give someone a 1 because it is inhumane
10 is represented by "I" which stands for impossible because you can't get 10 or even know a 10 ANYWAYS. And besides a 10 means there is no room for growth.
so...my whole point in the rating system is simple...boys will rate booty calls or girls they meet or run into and "boy talk" ...but when it comes down to a woman...the woman that makes you happy...there is no such thing as a scale because she is just absolutely beautiful to you regardless of what any boy who doesn't know her rates her as...right? I mean would you ever rate your boys' girlfriend or wife...I sho hope not.
so in essence...your expectations as far as looks may be higher for a girl you hang out with or comes over at night than for one you hang out with and love...because the latter is all encompassing and possesses no value....
so in a sense you are tryin to get out of the point/value game...medals...trophies...right?
k...I just got bored at lunch and attempted to entertain myself.