if the world's at large, why should i remain?
ugh, let's hear it for crappy weeks.
so i got really sick with some virus on sunday, which made me unable to go out on halloween, my FAVORITE holiday ever.... AND i was going to dress as holly golightly....
so tuesday i returned to school sounding like a man because my voice was screwed up. then i find out that the theater teacher has decided that even though i'm one of the only people showing up at all and i'm currently doing the work of four people, i'm not doing anything. at all. and i suck. because i didn't go shopping over the weekend because I WAS AT HOME SICK IN BED.
so i definately went home early tuesday, called in sick at work. and instead of sleeping and recuporating, I WENT OUT COSTUME SHOPPING, ONLY TO FIND OUT LATER THAT DAY THAT SHE'S MAKING THE ACTORS GET THEIR OWN COSTUMES DUE TO MY APPARENT DISREGARD FOR MY JOB. AND SHE COULD HAVE TOLD ME THIS WHEN I TALKED TO HER RIGHT BEFORE I WENT HOME. so i've decided that i'm quitting the crew. i just can't deal with her crap anymore.... and it's such a hard decision because theater is my LIFE. i spent more time in the theater than anywhere else. i miss craw so much.... why did she have to leave?
wednesday was ok, i just stayed home and slept because i was coming down with something like strep throat.
I went back to school thursday and went to rehersal..... zikowitz basically ignored me except to tell me that they're getting their own costumes and told me to make a list of what they need. except that's what geeves was doing. and as soon as i walked into the theater, i got this pulsating headache.... it was terrible. and it didn't stop until i left.
friday was ok, i didn't go to school and just chilled out at home.
and i'm in such an emo mood right now.
so i got really sick with some virus on sunday, which made me unable to go out on halloween, my FAVORITE holiday ever.... AND i was going to dress as holly golightly....
so tuesday i returned to school sounding like a man because my voice was screwed up. then i find out that the theater teacher has decided that even though i'm one of the only people showing up at all and i'm currently doing the work of four people, i'm not doing anything. at all. and i suck. because i didn't go shopping over the weekend because I WAS AT HOME SICK IN BED.
so i definately went home early tuesday, called in sick at work. and instead of sleeping and recuporating, I WENT OUT COSTUME SHOPPING, ONLY TO FIND OUT LATER THAT DAY THAT SHE'S MAKING THE ACTORS GET THEIR OWN COSTUMES DUE TO MY APPARENT DISREGARD FOR MY JOB. AND SHE COULD HAVE TOLD ME THIS WHEN I TALKED TO HER RIGHT BEFORE I WENT HOME. so i've decided that i'm quitting the crew. i just can't deal with her crap anymore.... and it's such a hard decision because theater is my LIFE. i spent more time in the theater than anywhere else. i miss craw so much.... why did she have to leave?
wednesday was ok, i just stayed home and slept because i was coming down with something like strep throat.
I went back to school thursday and went to rehersal..... zikowitz basically ignored me except to tell me that they're getting their own costumes and told me to make a list of what they need. except that's what geeves was doing. and as soon as i walked into the theater, i got this pulsating headache.... it was terrible. and it didn't stop until i left.
friday was ok, i didn't go to school and just chilled out at home.
and i'm in such an emo mood right now.