Apr 03, 2004 23:26
Mygod. Weier is such an inspiration to rock/emo/punk (whatever u call them) songs! hahaha. MAN I've been so addicted to The Ataris.. n a lil bit of The Rocket Summer (correct kah?) man. n my mum's jst telling me to shuttup coz... yah. haha. MAN. should ask more songs from you next time. HEHEH.
WOAH. I js realized I hvnt blogged in here for so long. Im still trying to figure out how to um.. lock my entries n stuff coz some of 'em are gna be kinda private so yah. Not that anyone cares or anything. shish.
MYGOD. Soo pissed with my cousin man -_- had to go to my grandpa's cemetery this morning.. me&mum arrived quite late actually @ around 8.45am and everyone was already there at 6.30am shyts so embarrasing! anyways yeaah.. den my cousin, YenHsing.. shes this umm. stylish person. mygodd its like everywhere she goes, she has to dress up like soooooo perfect n nice man. shish! anyways yeaah everyone was wearing shorts n shirts even my aunts n uncles n she was wearing a sleeveless tshirt with umm designs on it n shit like that lah. like, so classy n all. N DEN she even dyed her hair man HAHAHA. me&mum were laughing for soooooo long. coz she's like... the "fashion" bitch in the family. everything to her is fashion man. mygod. so stupid ok. u dont dress up when u go to a cemetery. shish.. wna attract the deads ka? I dont really like her.. coz. yeah. I have my reasons. but shes like, my 2nd family so when my mum *ahemz* passes away or something in the future, I'll have to live with them.. I think. :( haiiz. I hate their family. The mother has no boobies n yet she tries to be so... urghhk. haha. dont even wna go there man. Hmmyeah. I like her father though. Her father's sooo damn nice. I used to think that he was my 2nd father when my dad passed away when I was still small :P coz they're brothers.. so yeah. mygoddd man. n YenHsing's brother is my stepbrother I thinks -_- godd wdevr man. enough.
SO TIRING and HOT at the cemetery. but s'all good coz we had a shade thing so yah. waa! my grandpa's cemetery sooo damn clean now :P (he has his own) n everytime when me & my mama go der, shes owes going on and on about how its a mistake to put my father in the public cemetery @ berakas when he could've been with my grandpapa and my great grandma! shish n den I js say "yahbah yahbah.." shiish so paranoid oredi. hahah. den I told my mum "y dont we move papa der" n den she js said.. "who on earth wud wna dig a dead person n transfer it to another place" hiyohboh. ANYWAY,
mygod since I kept complaining that I was so hot, and seeing that my grandma's maid had a fan thing.. wdevr u call them. I grabbed it man straight away n I js fanned myself d whole way~~ NOT. I had to fan my grandma osoe.. haha. so stupid man. Im like sitting nxt to her fanning both of us. lol! hey atleast Im making use of myself :P:P
Left at around.. 9.30am or something. den one of my cousin followed me home.. den we ate at a Thai restaurant. SO NICE MAN. n den at around.. 11am or something we went to the berakas cemetery for my papa. mygodd I get to see his picture after a very loooong time! I miss him so much man :( we jst cleaned his area n stuff.. mygod so stupid we had to look for rocks riteee n I was so dumb I went all the way down the hill. n den I forgot that I had to go ALL the way up. fuk man the hill was so damn steep. felt like I was gna fall or something hahaha so scary. n I js ran the whole way up.. so scary wah. my life is at risk here~ haha kiddingz. THEN YEAH, we left after praying n stuff.. den so ksian coz my mum kept staring at my dad's picture n his area for like 2 mins n me n my cousin js stood there man like so blank n useless. hahaha. :P on the way home, went to Pertama for some grocerries.. hahah. MYGOD!! my first time after soooooooo many months to be in a supermarket again. MYGOD. should cherish this moment. k wdevr.
School's starting on MONDAY :( I dnt wna go man. strange hw everytime we start having hols.. we're owes complaining hw we get home sick n stuff n den later when the time is near, we're owes complaining on hw we dn wna go. hahah.. man. I DONT WANNA GO. I have to do my english project :( but thats dued next week.. so nemiind man can wait.
ANYWAY. Im gna go now. yay someone interesting has just signed in. OK.