Fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Now that that is out of my system for the moment I need to get some things off my chest. Fuck the job search, fuck the employers who never return my applications, fuck the school for providing shitty job services, fuck everyone who hasn't hired me yet, and while I'm at it fuck this state.
If you haven't figured it out yet i am pissed off to a new extreme. I can not find a job to save my life, everyone tells me the same thing. They just hired someone, or we will call you soon, but I never hear back from any of these bitches. I am about ready to kick some serious ass. This state is driving me a little bit crazier by the day. It has been a while since I posted, because I've been busy. Not too busy, but when I'm not busy my god damn internet is down so people who don't live here or pay rent here or pay any of the other fucking bills can play halo. Now don't get me wrong, I love the occasional game of halo now and again, but fuck. Between my loss on the job search market, my mom pressuring me to spend lots of time home over break, and the school raping me for every penny they can I am filled with a rage that fails to materialize into words. I want to hit someone, I want to hurt some one. I want to make some one pay for all of this bullshit they are putting me through.
Finals went fine except for one, my teacher has failed to send the information I needed by the time I needed it for him, so fuck him. I am done trying to give 110% when I only have 55% to give. I have been working my ass off for the past few weeks, and dragging ass for the past few months. Now I can't catch a break, not even from a god damn 7-11. Any way this is my rant for the week I hope you all feel a lttle cathartic after this piece. I just want to scream in words that do not exist. Any way Lovies, Josh
Now that that is out of my system for the moment I need to get some things off my chest. Fuck the job search, fuck the employers who never return my applications, fuck the school for providing shitty job services, fuck everyone who hasn't hired me yet, and while I'm at it fuck this state.
If you haven't figured it out yet i am pissed off to a new extreme. I can not find a job to save my life, everyone tells me the same thing. They just hired someone, or we will call you soon, but I never hear back from any of these bitches. I am about ready to kick some serious ass. This state is driving me a little bit crazier by the day. It has been a while since I posted, because I've been busy. Not too busy, but when I'm not busy my god damn internet is down so people who don't live here or pay rent here or pay any of the other fucking bills can play halo. Now don't get me wrong, I love the occasional game of halo now and again, but fuck. Between my loss on the job search market, my mom pressuring me to spend lots of time home over break, and the school raping me for every penny they can I am filled with a rage that fails to materialize into words. I want to hit someone, I want to hurt some one. I want to make some one pay for all of this bullshit they are putting me through.
Finals went fine except for one, my teacher has failed to send the information I needed by the time I needed it for him, so fuck him. I am done trying to give 110% when I only have 55% to give. I have been working my ass off for the past few weeks, and dragging ass for the past few months. Now I can't catch a break, not even from a god damn 7-11. Any way this is my rant for the week I hope you all feel a lttle cathartic after this piece. I just want to scream in words that do not exist. Any way Lovies, Josh