Warnings: wincest
Characters: Sam, Dean
Thanks a lot to
secretlytodream for translation (originally written in Russian), and for her beta
gaelicspirit And if I forget, Dean, make me remember because I have nothing but the road, and the smell of the smoke that soaked your clothes. Each morning brings another perfect lie; the lie of neat piles of bills and of shelves that are full of fragile souvenirs. There’s a woman in my bed, sleeping. I don’t even know her name.
And if I forget, Dean, next time don’t let me wake up. Seal up my dream, find me. I would scream, but my mouth is sewn with darkness, until the dawn breaks, when I won’t have anything to scream about. Find me. Your shards are scattered all over this cardboard world that is my home now, and I’m looking right through them without seeing a thing, without understanding. It’s all in a loop; wake up as soon as possible, just to find you again. Wake up as soon as possible, only to lose you again.
And if I forget, Dean, make me remember, because I would burn down the whole world just to remind you of the smell of smoke.
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