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So, flist, I've just had a massive... man, I don't even know what with this person I know. I'm totally not willing to call him a friend now, but, like... I don't even know if I'm in the wrong or what. I need input PLEASE.
liwiathan: *lucked out so hard with this player*
hungryenglish: XD
hungryenglish: I'm happy for you~
liwiathan: WHY THANK YOU
liwiathan: definitely throw Shinjiro at them next time.
liwiathan: Any interactions with Aizen are awesome.
hungryenglish: ...Aizen hasn't even appeared in the main community since Shinjiro arrived.
hungryenglish: OR I WOULD
hungryenglish: idk Pissing Soi Fong was the highlight of yesterday's playing.
liwiathan: He popped up Orihime's post? Idk he and gin are slow since we're logging still
hungryenglish: Orihime has also not posted since Shinjiro has arrived. XD
liwiathan: I know her mun said she was kind of busy lately.
liwiathan: idk, maybe she just hasn't wanted to yet?
hungryenglish: Maybe.
liwiathan: You can't just expect everyone to POST XD;
liwiathan: Especially with multiple characters.
hungryenglish: NO I DON'T.
hungryenglish: I really honestly don't.
liwiathan: I mean, I know Aizen is dealing with Obi-wan right now.
liwiathan: And Orihime is also Nanao.
hungryenglish: Yeah,so.
hungryenglish: You started this whole thing anyways. D: I was just saying that 'YES I WILL THROW THEM AT THEM BUT NO THEY HAVE NOT POSTED YET.'
liwiathan: YOU HAVE ONLY BEEN A MEMBER A DAY.
hungryenglish: I KNOW.
hungryenglish: GODDAMNIT LISTEN TO ME.
hungryenglish: You said to throw Shinjiro at Aizen.
liwiathan: /ignore
liwiathan: >__>
liwiathan: no, I know XD
hungryenglish: ;-; seriously don't do that, you know how shitty I feel about the weekend I 'obsessed', so don't fucking do that anymore.
hungryenglish: IT'S NOT FUNNY JACKIE
liwiathan: ... what did i do
hungryenglish: IDK but your making me feel bad about something I didn't do.
liwiathan: fff don't
hungryenglish: Then don't fucking do it.
hungryenglish: Don't bring up the idea, and then I agree with it, and then yell at me for agreeing with it.
hungryenglish: It's not fair and it's not cool.
hungryenglish: I don't care if your teasing, just don't fucking do it.
liwiathan: ... Okay, wow, I'm actually not sure what I just did, but obviously you're upset, so... sorry?
hungryenglish: I accept your apology.
hungryenglish: Your basically accusing me of expecting people to post every day.
hungryenglish: As every character.
hungryenglish: That's what you did up there.
hungryenglish: So you know what I'm upset about.
liwiathan: Yeah. I... need a break from talking right now, okay? That just kind of blindsided me and I'd rather take a break than be pissy at you, so.
hungryenglish: Fine.
hungryenglish is available (8:01:00 PM)
hungryenglish: Damnit, no wonder I hate women. All you guys are horrible bitches. I told you about my self esteem problems and you decided to tease me anyways! How fucking dare you!
hungryenglish: I TRUSTED YOU. I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND.
hungryenglish: And then you decide to go ahead and make me feel guilty for blindsighting you. I did NO such thing.
hungryenglish: Just...
hungryenglish: How dare you!
hungryenglish: ...I'm done.
hungryenglish: Sorry.
hungryenglish: I just...
hungryenglish: ugh. People have done this to me my entire life.
hungryenglish: And I'm sick of it!
hungryenglish: I'm sick of just sitting down and letting people roll over me!
liwiathan: I don't want to talk to you tonight anymore. I didn't do anything serious and you need to get over it. Now you're being rude and nasty for no reason and breaking me down just to get back. I'm done.
hungryenglish: OH I'M BEING RUDE?
hungryenglish: OH I'M BEING RUDE?
hungryenglish: OH I'M SORRY.
hungryenglish: I'M SORRY THAT I HAVE EMOTIONAL ISSUES AND NEED TO DEAL WITH THEM HEAD ON.
hungryenglish: You know what? Maybe I just don't want to talk to you at all.
hungryenglish: I don't need to feel like this from anymore.
hungryenglish: *anyone
liwiathan: I can't believe you're taking something from fucking roleplay so seriously. Holy shit I don't even know what I'm doing to emotionally effect you.
hungryenglish: It's not the roleplay.
hungryenglish: Okay.
hungryenglish: It's...
hungryenglish: Okay, it is the roleplay, but like...
hungryenglish: I'm not obsessed about it.
hungryenglish: But you are making it sound like I am.
hungryenglish: And that I'm impatient.
liwiathan: Like hell you aren't. Jesus christ do you see how you are getting over this?
hungryenglish: The thing is, I'm NOT.
hungryenglish: Your making me sound like I AM though.
hungryenglish: That's what I'm upset about.
hungryenglish: Your making it sound like I'm obsessed and want Shinjiro to interact with everyone and I don't have a life outside of the roleplay.
hungryenglish: But that's not true.
liwiathan: You are interpreting things so wrong I just... I cannot believe you.
hungryenglish: Well, I'm sorry that I interpret things differently then how you mean them.
hungryenglish: My brain works differently.
hungryenglish: I think every single person on this earth hates me and is making fun of me.
hungryenglish: And this is something you know.
liwiathan: That is no excuse to turn around and call me a bitch and a horrible person.
liwiathan: I'm not going to just forget this.
liwiathan: You made a bad move.
hungryenglish: I don't expect you to.
hungryenglish: And I know.
hungryenglish: But you made one too.
liwiathan: Not as bad as you did.
hungryenglish: OH YES.
hungryenglish: OH YES YOU DID.
liwiathan: I made no reference to you as a person in what I said.
liwiathan: You attacked my character and who I am.
liwiathan: You attacked me.
hungryenglish: And you know what? That's what I feel every single day.
hungryenglish: Yes.
hungryenglish: From you.
hungryenglish: When you do those 'XD;' smilies?
hungryenglish: I feel like you are saying to me 'You're annoying me get the fuck away from me.'
hungryenglish: And you do those often enough to just piss me off.
hungryenglish: I ask you if I'm annoying you every single day.
hungryenglish: You say it's okay.
hungryenglish: That means I am.
liwiathan: And I mean it.
hungryenglish: You are basically telling me I am an annoying person to you.
hungryenglish: Well thanks Jackie.
hungryenglish: Thanks alot.
hungryenglish: I thought you were my friend.
liwiathan: I mean that you're not annoying me.
hungryenglish: Then why didn't you ever say that I'm not annoying you?
hungryenglish: You kept saying that it's alright and it's cool.
liwiathan: Because I didn't think I had to spell it out literally for you?
hungryenglish: But you do. I can't tell. That's why I ask you.
hungryenglish: Because I know that I can and sometimes am annoying.
hungryenglish: But I don't know when or how.
hungryenglish: And I've been lied to by friends. Used by friends.
hungryenglish: Jackie, I am honestly sorry about tonight.
hungryenglish: I have been interpreting you wrong, and I just...
hungryenglish: I just didn't know.
hungryenglish: You never have to forgive me, I promise.
hungryenglish: But I am so very sorry for everything I said.
liwiathan: I'm not forgiving you right now, that's for sure.
hungryenglish: I don't blame you.
hungryenglish: Because I said awful things.
hungryenglish: Anyways...
hungryenglish: I'll leave you alone.
liwiathan: That's probably a good idea.
hungryenglish: Yeah.
I mean, I guess in retrospect, I was originally off the mark a bit when talking about the characters, but isn't that something can be excused as general fuckery on my part? ajslkff man I am so pissed right now
liwiathan: *lucked out so hard with this player*
hungryenglish: XD
hungryenglish: I'm happy for you~
liwiathan: WHY THANK YOU
liwiathan: definitely throw Shinjiro at them next time.
liwiathan: Any interactions with Aizen are awesome.
hungryenglish: ...Aizen hasn't even appeared in the main community since Shinjiro arrived.
hungryenglish: OR I WOULD
hungryenglish: idk Pissing Soi Fong was the highlight of yesterday's playing.
liwiathan: He popped up Orihime's post? Idk he and gin are slow since we're logging still
hungryenglish: Orihime has also not posted since Shinjiro has arrived. XD
liwiathan: I know her mun said she was kind of busy lately.
liwiathan: idk, maybe she just hasn't wanted to yet?
hungryenglish: Maybe.
liwiathan: You can't just expect everyone to POST XD;
liwiathan: Especially with multiple characters.
hungryenglish: NO I DON'T.
hungryenglish: I really honestly don't.
liwiathan: I mean, I know Aizen is dealing with Obi-wan right now.
liwiathan: And Orihime is also Nanao.
hungryenglish: Yeah,so.
hungryenglish: You started this whole thing anyways. D: I was just saying that 'YES I WILL THROW THEM AT THEM BUT NO THEY HAVE NOT POSTED YET.'
liwiathan: YOU HAVE ONLY BEEN A MEMBER A DAY.
hungryenglish: I KNOW.
hungryenglish: GODDAMNIT LISTEN TO ME.
hungryenglish: You said to throw Shinjiro at Aizen.
liwiathan: /ignore
liwiathan: >__>
liwiathan: no, I know XD
hungryenglish: ;-; seriously don't do that, you know how shitty I feel about the weekend I 'obsessed', so don't fucking do that anymore.
hungryenglish: IT'S NOT FUNNY JACKIE
liwiathan: ... what did i do
hungryenglish: IDK but your making me feel bad about something I didn't do.
liwiathan: fff don't
hungryenglish: Then don't fucking do it.
hungryenglish: Don't bring up the idea, and then I agree with it, and then yell at me for agreeing with it.
hungryenglish: It's not fair and it's not cool.
hungryenglish: I don't care if your teasing, just don't fucking do it.
liwiathan: ... Okay, wow, I'm actually not sure what I just did, but obviously you're upset, so... sorry?
hungryenglish: I accept your apology.
hungryenglish: Your basically accusing me of expecting people to post every day.
hungryenglish: As every character.
hungryenglish: That's what you did up there.
hungryenglish: So you know what I'm upset about.
liwiathan: Yeah. I... need a break from talking right now, okay? That just kind of blindsided me and I'd rather take a break than be pissy at you, so.
hungryenglish: Fine.
hungryenglish is available (8:01:00 PM)
hungryenglish: Damnit, no wonder I hate women. All you guys are horrible bitches. I told you about my self esteem problems and you decided to tease me anyways! How fucking dare you!
hungryenglish: I TRUSTED YOU. I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND.
hungryenglish: And then you decide to go ahead and make me feel guilty for blindsighting you. I did NO such thing.
hungryenglish: Just...
hungryenglish: How dare you!
hungryenglish: ...I'm done.
hungryenglish: Sorry.
hungryenglish: I just...
hungryenglish: ugh. People have done this to me my entire life.
hungryenglish: And I'm sick of it!
hungryenglish: I'm sick of just sitting down and letting people roll over me!
liwiathan: I don't want to talk to you tonight anymore. I didn't do anything serious and you need to get over it. Now you're being rude and nasty for no reason and breaking me down just to get back. I'm done.
hungryenglish: OH I'M BEING RUDE?
hungryenglish: OH I'M BEING RUDE?
hungryenglish: OH I'M SORRY.
hungryenglish: I'M SORRY THAT I HAVE EMOTIONAL ISSUES AND NEED TO DEAL WITH THEM HEAD ON.
hungryenglish: You know what? Maybe I just don't want to talk to you at all.
hungryenglish: I don't need to feel like this from anymore.
hungryenglish: *anyone
liwiathan: I can't believe you're taking something from fucking roleplay so seriously. Holy shit I don't even know what I'm doing to emotionally effect you.
hungryenglish: It's not the roleplay.
hungryenglish: Okay.
hungryenglish: It's...
hungryenglish: Okay, it is the roleplay, but like...
hungryenglish: I'm not obsessed about it.
hungryenglish: But you are making it sound like I am.
hungryenglish: And that I'm impatient.
liwiathan: Like hell you aren't. Jesus christ do you see how you are getting over this?
hungryenglish: The thing is, I'm NOT.
hungryenglish: Your making me sound like I AM though.
hungryenglish: That's what I'm upset about.
hungryenglish: Your making it sound like I'm obsessed and want Shinjiro to interact with everyone and I don't have a life outside of the roleplay.
hungryenglish: But that's not true.
liwiathan: You are interpreting things so wrong I just... I cannot believe you.
hungryenglish: Well, I'm sorry that I interpret things differently then how you mean them.
hungryenglish: My brain works differently.
hungryenglish: I think every single person on this earth hates me and is making fun of me.
hungryenglish: And this is something you know.
liwiathan: That is no excuse to turn around and call me a bitch and a horrible person.
liwiathan: I'm not going to just forget this.
liwiathan: You made a bad move.
hungryenglish: I don't expect you to.
hungryenglish: And I know.
hungryenglish: But you made one too.
liwiathan: Not as bad as you did.
hungryenglish: OH YES.
hungryenglish: OH YES YOU DID.
liwiathan: I made no reference to you as a person in what I said.
liwiathan: You attacked my character and who I am.
liwiathan: You attacked me.
hungryenglish: And you know what? That's what I feel every single day.
hungryenglish: Yes.
hungryenglish: From you.
hungryenglish: When you do those 'XD;' smilies?
hungryenglish: I feel like you are saying to me 'You're annoying me get the fuck away from me.'
hungryenglish: And you do those often enough to just piss me off.
hungryenglish: I ask you if I'm annoying you every single day.
hungryenglish: You say it's okay.
hungryenglish: That means I am.
liwiathan: And I mean it.
hungryenglish: You are basically telling me I am an annoying person to you.
hungryenglish: Well thanks Jackie.
hungryenglish: Thanks alot.
hungryenglish: I thought you were my friend.
liwiathan: I mean that you're not annoying me.
hungryenglish: Then why didn't you ever say that I'm not annoying you?
hungryenglish: You kept saying that it's alright and it's cool.
liwiathan: Because I didn't think I had to spell it out literally for you?
hungryenglish: But you do. I can't tell. That's why I ask you.
hungryenglish: Because I know that I can and sometimes am annoying.
hungryenglish: But I don't know when or how.
hungryenglish: And I've been lied to by friends. Used by friends.
hungryenglish: Jackie, I am honestly sorry about tonight.
hungryenglish: I have been interpreting you wrong, and I just...
hungryenglish: I just didn't know.
hungryenglish: You never have to forgive me, I promise.
hungryenglish: But I am so very sorry for everything I said.
liwiathan: I'm not forgiving you right now, that's for sure.
hungryenglish: I don't blame you.
hungryenglish: Because I said awful things.
hungryenglish: Anyways...
hungryenglish: I'll leave you alone.
liwiathan: That's probably a good idea.
hungryenglish: Yeah.
I mean, I guess in retrospect, I was originally off the mark a bit when talking about the characters, but isn't that something can be excused as general fuckery on my part? ajslkff man I am so pissed right now