The Tesco delivery chap this morning was very lovely and offered to pray for me when he got back in his van. He gave me a Miraculous Medal. All our Halloween decs are still in the window, and the big doll gave him a start so perhaps he thought i needed saving too...
It really boosted my mood, however, as I've mostly been rotting in bed for days catastrophising with all my current issues.
I am still feeling like I'm passing kidney stones, still having rough nights of cramps and palpitations and lower back etc pain, blood calcium levels are still too high and, of course, my wisdom tooth is still hurting along with the usual jaw/neck/arthritis issues. So I'm rather low.
Tomorrow I have an ENT appointment and I'm hoping to be listened to about the hyperparathyroidism and get some help with the snoring/drying out/throat/ears sleep disruption too.
Then on Friday I have a maxillofacial appointment for the tooth.
At some point I am supposed to be having an urgent ct scan of my kidneys, and the GP says if they are OK then we have to investigate other reasons for blood in urine tests... which is mostly why I'm catastrophising.
Crossing everything and praying that it's the parathyroid tbh, so something can be done... and not something worse.
Mike is being brilliant and listening to my moans, bones, stones, groans and psychiatric overtones.